Thursday, March 26, 2009

Really Upset

Im sorry everyone but I have to get this out.
Tonight my sister and I had an arguement. She said some really hurtful things. She went on to say that after Drake passed away we decided to throw a party. We had people over to celebrate Drakes life, I dont know why she would say such a hurtful thing. She then went on to say that a month after Drake passed we went to Disney world and that was a horrible thing to do. We went to Disney as an outlet. We needed to get away before sitting home going insane! Not to mention that we hadnt spent any time with Shawn and he needed a break also. I guess she wouldnt understand that pain and hurt that you feel after loosing something so precious.
All of this on Drakes upcoming Angel day ! I cant believe she would go on with such hurtfull things.
She then went on about how I think I am better than everyone else. Can you believe that ? Yeah I know I have much more class than she will ever have. I have reasons to keep my head held high.
I guess because we dont live off of Fema and the government , and we work for the nice things that we have .We pay our debts we work hard and make sure we make smart decisions in life, I dont curse and disrespect my parents and family, we are bad people to her. Or is she just envious of what we do have?
All I know is that after hanging up the phone and making myself calm down and stop shaking I realized that I am a good person. I am surrounded by family who loves me and would never say such things to me, especially while I am prego. I dont deserve to be talked to like she talked to me. I dont need someone like that in my life. Not only is she so ignorant she will do nothing but try and make herself feel better by hurting me and my family. She is spoiled to the point that everything has to be about her. Well I am sorry Marie life is to short to let you get to me anymore. You can take your hurtfull words and put them where the sun dont shine.

Friday, March 20, 2009

Celias U/S appointment


Well yesterday we saw the maternal fetal medacine doctor. She told us that everything looks great. Celia weighs 1 pound 9 ounces. her heart rate was 143. We were there for about 2 hours. They scanned everything. She was sucking on her umbilical cord ! It was just so cute. I dont have to go back for 10 weeks ! I will still see my regular ob. We will have 4d U/S pics in a few weeks. We cant express enough that, we are just so excited ! Well untill next ob visit.


Christy




Monday, March 2, 2009

Celias U/S Pics

I have my next U/S on March 19. I will post more then. ENJOY

Happy 1st Birthday Faith Grace Miles





Hi everyone.


I just want everyone to keep Amy and Steve miles in your prayers this week. Their daughter Faith Grace Miles was born on March 6, 2008 and lost her battle with CDH on April 5, 2008.. Her 1st birthday is approaching and I know that it is very overwhelming to celebrate your Angels birthday when she/ he is in heaven.


Amy and I 1st met on a web site called Cherubs. Its a support and awareness groub for families of children born with a Congenital Diaphragmatic hernia.We were expecting 3 days apart. We shared each part of our journeys together. Sadly Our babies passed away a day apart. We have remained great friends and are on another journey together again. This time we are both pregnant and expecting HEALTHY BABYS, 3 days apart, Again. How crazy, I know, but GOD works in mysterious ways. I wouldnt want to share this experience with anyone else. Evan though we have never met in person I feel like we have become friends through our Angels in heaven.